It bothers me so much that I can only fully express myself in Hungarian, which is my mother tongue. I love to play with words. They are my best friends. They are the source of my humor. Without them, I would lose all of my charisma.
In Hungarian, I have a distinct writing style. More often than not I was criticised for it, but it is mine. When I switch to English however, it disappears. I enter the world of mediocrity, full of clichés and fear. Fear of making mistakes. Will I ever be able to overcome it?